No more regrets

*facepalm* I hit enter accidentally just now and published a blank post

Anyway, have decided to make a list of the “important” things and try to do them each day.  I know, most people do this automatically; I do feel kinda stupid having to make a *list*.

But here it is:

• Write every day (or do something that promotes writing, like world-building or plot development)
• Exercise every day!
• Get all protein/vitamins/supplements/meds daily
• Do a serious chunk of housework
• Set aside time for goofing off on the Internet & World of Warcraft (scheduled play time, it’s important to me)
• Figure how how much & when to incorporate that Shiva Nata stuff

I usually feel guilty when I don’t do these kinds of things.  They act as weapons that I tend to beat myself up with.  Maybe I can turn them into good things?

You’re a stupid moron, useless waste of skin! Yarrgblargyarg…..

No! I wrote 3 pages today, cleaned the bathroom, and got most of my vitamins in! I even got Manilla the Rogue Dwarf to level 43! I am inherently USEFUL and my skin is right where it should be.

I wrote out 2 other posts detailing the thought processes that got me to this point, but they were really rambly and babbly and better left unpublished.  Still not *that* thrilled with this post either, but it’s wayyyy better so far.

Still learning thatShivaNatastuff (feels like it should be one long word like that).  I believe I’ve got the base positions memorized, have done a few “drills”, but for the most part, I’m kinda stuck. Now what?

One last thing I think I need to do, is either return to my paper journals, where I can babble as much as I want.  Or allow myself to do babbly posts here and keep them unpublished.  Or maybe add them to my second blog — it was created for anonymous ranting and tantrums and stuff.  Dude, I needed a spot for babbly posts and I already *HAD* one? Feels like Dorothy clicking her heels *facepalm*.

Gotta wonder what other problems I could solve like that …

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